The Last Time

So much has been going on these days, and I am almost at a breaking point. When am I going to catch a break? I can't take it anymore! I try and do everything right, what's wrong with me? When am I going to get my happy ending? I look around, and everyone has theirs, why not me? And I cannot take much more of this. My heart is hanging by a thread. I’m tired of listening to my head so Please…
Make this the last time. I face the world alone again, Oh how I miss my closest friends. But soon we’ll see the evidence, He promises a happy end.
So even though my heart feels out of my control
I know that I can say it is well my soul
So take me through this shadowland
I pray that you will hold my hand
And teach me to be who I am in you

Where am I
Why is it so dark down here
Do you know me
Doesn’t anybody recognize my face
Or can I be replaced
Can I be replaced
Do you need me
What if I just up and left
Would you miss me
I am so alone
Doesn’t anyone understand me
I long to be home in my Father’s arms
Because he knows me
All I want is a little bit of company
All I have is a paper bag
Full of pieces that don’t fit together
Did they ever
I am so alone
Doesn’t anyone understand me
I long to be home
In my Father’s arms
Because he knows me
But I am so thankful for this time
You so graciously remind me
This is not my home
This is not my home